Diving twords the ground

held beneath this ocean of mounting tention
my eyes burst and ears start to bleed
screaming in horrific waves of agnostic treachery
one last breath is all i have left to take
then in an instant my lungs will fill
bringing a stillness
overtaking me
changing my manerism
moving so freely on this current
dead and gone
lost to every dream and cruel unfound desire
patients is all i had left
and now its all been striped away
two sparrows crest diving twords the ground
diverting at there last opportunitiy
to feel that rush of adrinaline courseing through there body  
that i've forgotten so long ago
that spark
restless and lathardgic 
passive and agressive
starving to feed on the virtues fading off into the distance
bairly able to find the strength to hold my head up 
and look twords the sky 
broken beams of light shining down across the waters mirror surface
in the most radient fashion 
suspended in this fluid growing colder around me 
waiting for 
begging for  my opportunity to arise