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how I feel
Do you really enjoy this the scars and pain.
The scars on your arms and legs I tell you this change and live in Jesus Christ's name.
I'm telling you believe it or not it's real heaven and hell.and the love of Jesus Christ.
In a world of sin you know you need a savior and I'm telling you who it is.
And if you don't get it I hope you see it.
The so called stories are prophecies being slowly unfolded and spilt..
Just like his blood there will be wrath.
In a world of sin with faith there is light.
There is love and forgiveness in repentance.
So listen as I write or spit this.
Haha understand why I laugh.
The love has me happy and unweary feeling like I'm already dead to live again.
I mean seriously the weight of sin isn't a mystery it could destroy the soul and mind if it wasn't for him.
I'm covered in blood this may sound wicked and strange.
But there is a reason for this it seems.
Everything I say and the way I've changed and what I say when I pray.
You wanna play gangsta and call yourself a king and a god I've seen death cutting the heads off people just like you.
Don't get me wrong I understand you can't be a hypocrite but I see from new eyes and a new heart with life.
Why lie I've sinned it almost killed me a few times but I can't seem to die.
This isn't pride this is just a witness point of view death flees from us and there is nothing we can do.
You need the love and know why to fear if he can keep you alive then what makes you think you are better then him.
You can't defeat him I won't even try and to be honest I pray to the holy that will never cross my mind.
They say we are all crazy but i say I just make sense.
I love I care in a different way then christ.
I didn't die for your sins but when I slit my wrist I know I didn't lie.
Love on the right the left one a tattoo and the other a scar with love I ment.Chan
The scars on your arms and legs I tell you this change and live in Jesus Christ's name.
I'm telling you believe it or not it's real heaven and hell.and the love of Jesus Christ.
In a world of sin you know you need a savior and I'm telling you who it is.
And if you don't get it I hope you see it.
The so called stories are prophecies being slowly unfolded and spilt..
Just like his blood there will be wrath.
In a world of sin with faith there is light.
There is love and forgiveness in repentance.
So listen as I write or spit this.
Haha understand why I laugh.
The love has me happy and unweary feeling like I'm already dead to live again.
I mean seriously the weight of sin isn't a mystery it could destroy the soul and mind if it wasn't for him.
I'm covered in blood this may sound wicked and strange.
But there is a reason for this it seems.
Everything I say and the way I've changed and what I say when I pray.
You wanna play gangsta and call yourself a king and a god I've seen death cutting the heads off people just like you.
Don't get me wrong I understand you can't be a hypocrite but I see from new eyes and a new heart with life.
Why lie I've sinned it almost killed me a few times but I can't seem to die.
This isn't pride this is just a witness point of view death flees from us and there is nothing we can do.
You need the love and know why to fear if he can keep you alive then what makes you think you are better then him.
You can't defeat him I won't even try and to be honest I pray to the holy that will never cross my mind.
They say we are all crazy but i say I just make sense.
I love I care in a different way then christ.
I didn't die for your sins but when I slit my wrist I know I didn't lie.
Love on the right the left one a tattoo and the other a scar with love I ment.Chan
Published 7th Aug 2014
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7th Aug 2014 5:47am
21st Jan 2016 7:24pm
Your words, "Do you really enjoy this: the scars and the pain,..,I tell you this:change and live in Jesus Christ's name"
Those words reminded me of the power of our dwelling on (and joining in) the suffering of Christ upon the Cross !!!
I mean, if I am, say, lusting or even going further: masturbating, but then i can only open my mind for just a moment
to the pain and grotesqueness of the bloody Christ up there on the Cross, it(the gore,etc) has the POWER to break
my concentration, break the SPELL and free me from having to complete the lusting fantasy or the auto-eroticism process.
Yes, "there is power in the blood" just like the old hymn says !
If I can empathize with Christ even for a split second, that can pop the balloon of sin, so to speak.
If I am willing to imagine the STING of the whip that Christ underwent right before the cross,
"With His STRIPES, we are healed" (Isaiah ),transported away from the dungeon of our evil imaginings.
In the Garden of Gethsemane, Christ asked the disciples, "Could you not watch with me for one hour"( )?
(They had fallen asleep, instead of praying with Christ.). To paraphrase those words, "Can we not focus on Christ's bleeding,
tortured body for one moment?" - as a way to break the spell of the imagination we have given ourselves over to.
Fight fire with fire - fight the "youthful lusting" kind of imagining with the counteracting IMAGINATION of Christ's self-sacrifice!
It works !! Was it Einstein who remarked, "Imagination is more powerful/important than knowledge"?
Those words reminded me of the power of our dwelling on (and joining in) the suffering of Christ upon the Cross !!!
I mean, if I am, say, lusting or even going further: masturbating, but then i can only open my mind for just a moment
to the pain and grotesqueness of the bloody Christ up there on the Cross, it(the gore,etc) has the POWER to break
my concentration, break the SPELL and free me from having to complete the lusting fantasy or the auto-eroticism process.
Yes, "there is power in the blood" just like the old hymn says !
If I can empathize with Christ even for a split second, that can pop the balloon of sin, so to speak.
If I am willing to imagine the STING of the whip that Christ underwent right before the cross,
"With His STRIPES, we are healed" (Isaiah ),transported away from the dungeon of our evil imaginings.
In the Garden of Gethsemane, Christ asked the disciples, "Could you not watch with me for one hour"( )?
(They had fallen asleep, instead of praying with Christ.). To paraphrase those words, "Can we not focus on Christ's bleeding,
tortured body for one moment?" - as a way to break the spell of the imagination we have given ourselves over to.
Fight fire with fire - fight the "youthful lusting" kind of imagining with the counteracting IMAGINATION of Christ's self-sacrifice!
It works !! Was it Einstein who remarked, "Imagination is more powerful/important than knowledge"?
