I FUCKING HATE YOU

Despite the title,
i still love you like a rival
cause you make my head spin spirals.
But truthfully, you're so hot, better check your vitals.

I sit here on my bed listening on heavy metal,
thinking bout how you never called it music from the devil.
Just the thought of you kills my inner rebel,
you make me feel small, you make me feel like a pebble.

You make yourself seem fucking big,
but you know in your heart that you're just a gig.
Just a small man in my life, spreading hate figs!
Fuck you, fuck your love too, fuck it all down to the sprig!

If words could describe you, my life would be easy.
The thought of you makes my stomach all queasy.
I wish you knew the fucking hate is so damn sleazy.
But then again, love tends to make me feel uneasy.

Let me tell you the ways of how I hate you!
I hate that I can't see your fucking view.
I'm fucking sick, I can't see your aura hue.
I just know I hate that you're fucking breathing too.

So, who the hell are you, telling me you like me?
Don't lie to me, you'd fucking love to fight me!
Tell me the truth that you can't fucking live without me.
That it's a mutual benefit vampirism tonight'll be!

Okay, cut the bullshit.
We both know you wanna go full legit.
Don't lie to my mother about the love you hid,
and the hatred that grows from within and without it!

In true sight, i love you so much that i can't stand you.
Some days, I wish you'd die, so i don't have to feel you.
Just your existence makes me sick to the point of hating you.
Before I go, just to let you know, I FUCKING HATE YOU!!