Change Needed

Thinking of master plan
There's nothing but
God and My woman
Inside these hands
Not trying to take over the world,
Even though my brain is.
Creating a better life
Than the one we lived the day before.
More happiness and more love
That we can explore
Contentment and peace of mind.
At times when I’m saying good morning
To moon, as it brighten my city sky
I get frustrated…
Having to leave my wife in our bed
To hold herself, instead
Of being in my arms embrace.
Have my asking questions like
How, when or where God
I know life if full of twist
Life is full of twirls
And it’s the way of world
Its flips us upside down
And it can spin out of control
I know have to keep holding on
But doing a 9-5pm then
Turning around and doing 10-5am
Is draining the little I have left in me
So this next move will have to be my best one
Because
Not being able to hold on to my queen
ALL NIGHT
Is driving me crazy