Thinking

I feel this pain
Its so deep inside
I lock them up
These feelings they hide

I dont like to talk
But put things away
I know in the future
In time i will pay

Alone in the dark
I think to myself
Is there a heaven
Maybe a hell

So many questions
So many keys
Can someone save me
Yet i stay off my knees

I rot and decay
As i lay on the floor
The problems i keep
I cant supress anymore

This noose that i have
I slip it on nice and tight
A leap from the chair
And things are set right