DeathWish.

Do you have a death wish?
Do you wish to die?
Am I the last one,
Or just simply one of a kind?
I over-analyze,
Yet act on impulse.
I am the emotionally unstable,
But was my daddy's perfect little girl.
I am the past,
I am the present.
I am the dark and the fright,
I am the youth and the light.
I am the violated 6 year old I used to be,
But tomorrow that girl will be a repressed memory.
I am the reason, my father is dead.
It was 2 year old me,
I could've cried.
He might've rescued me from my bed,
Maybe if I had he'd be alive, instead?.
I hate myself,
For I am my own opposite.
I love my blade,
But consider throwing it away.
I love my bestfriend,
But tomorrow in my brain I'll hate what he represents.
I thrive in winter, and the cold,
But I love summer, and what it holds.
I have a wish,
Care to know?
I have a deathwish,
I wish to die.

That is one thing i agree with myself on.