Observations from a Spiders Web

Here in the dark, where you have banished me to
Far away from your bright shiny lives
I swing from my spider web
In my dank moldy corner
That has become my existence
Hiding from the bigger blacker spiders
That squeal the feelings of hate, envy and jealousy
I don’t want to be like them
All consumed, in the dark alone
Gazing at you with longing love and fear
One last time
Reach out to you
You smile, loving me, grasping your little spider
Bringing me into your light
I wake up, alone in the dark
And I begin to squeal….