I'm So Fucking Tired

I'm so fucking tired
I've lost all that I desired
A single moment lasting eternity
cursing my life with vicious audacity

I'm just a waste of space
A walking shit-faced disgrace
At the bottom of the barrel
With everything so immoral

What's left behind this damn mask
Has become to unholy to bask
For all the times I've so righteously sinned
She comes to me and sings till I'm skinned

"Hush little soul, you are going to pay the toll.
From the cradle of suicide, only you can decide.
Drink the poison and you will learn the lesson.
Quid pro quo, and your name shall render pain."

Whispering her lullaby at the edge
An oath to which I pledge
I was a martyr who had a heart with no armor
Now I'm destined to raise Hell till I'm no longer fucking tired