Me the ugly guy

Me the ugly guy, can’t laugh anymore
Simply cry in a heap upon the floor
Wanting my dream to come true
Wanting a Merriment life out of blue
But there seems to be no way.
That's what tears want to say
For nothing makes me happy
And my life is nothing but crappy.

I'm not smart; I’m no good at all
Every time I try to hit the wall
I'm not like the other lad you see
Then what am I suppose to be?
Trapped in place don't wish to be in.
Wishing that just once I could win.