Failure

              Why do I even try?
           when you just sit there and lie to me.
       What can I do to please you?, to make you proud, to show you I respect you. I stay alive because I know I'm still breathing and I'm still willing to be here.
 I try to give you all of my time, but you seem to never appreciate the little things.
I try everything, but my pain always gets in the way.
Please tell me what should I do so you'll stay?.
Why do you hate me oh so much?
Was it because I was born?, was it because I'm a waste of space or am I too selfish to care?.
Why am I being yelled at for something I didn't do?, am I really that insufferable?.
Tell me why do I deserve everything that you're giving me?.
Please just tell me why am I the one you choose to pick on?.
How can I make you feel appreciated? Please just tell me!.
  Do you want me dead or are you feed up with me being here?.
      I want you to love me, but why do you treat me so coldly?.
     Am I your little problem? Or am I just a failure?.