Alone

To you I am just another face in the crowd

You do not see the tears I cry

You do not hear my screams

You do not have a clue of this pain

The agony I feel

The pain so deep

The sting so strong

The aching that only I can know

A sensation inside

A sense of emptiness

An effortless smile hides the pain

An expected laugh covers the screams

The Screams pounding in my head

The sound shattering the silence

The silence burning and aching in my head

Can’t you hear me?

Can’t you see me?

Why don’t see me?

Standing here in front of you

Jumping up and down

Screaming at the top of my voice

I am here waiting for you

I yell your name

Why can’t you hear me?

Why are you ignoring me?

Do I not matter?

Do you even care?

Why do I bother?

No one sees me

No one hears me

No one cares

To see me cry

To hear me scream 

to watch me bleed