and yet i live

I have seen many days... I been for as long as i have.... And yet days have pass that i did not know... What is forever if we will not live it? I think... I sit and wonder.... We all live this same world.... We all have been hurt... We have all seen happy days even if it was just .... One... Whats the diffrents from today , yesterday, and tomarrow?... Is every thing life? Or just a other quick deep dreem? Sit and feel the world spin... Lay and feel life... sleep.... And live a other ture life.... See or forget... Live or die.... All questions... We think and yet over see.... I think of all... I dont know why... Yet i am drawn to thought like darkness to the light... My mind is my strongest weapon.... And yet my true enemy.... My thoughts can help me control.... Or brake me down....  It stops my hart... And make me hope to die.... I fear no man..... Or demon.... My thoughts to thank... And yet to think gives me the most fear.... To know of my very existence stops me in my tracks... And makes me go mad... To know that i.... A being that trys to live day by day... Can sit think of who i am.... Makes me with to not think.... I know who i am.... i know i can breath and speak.... and it scares me to my soul.... but yet i go on.... Maybe.... deep inside i still want to live?