I Am

I AM BLUNT AND SHARP
I wonder if others hate me
I hear that i am one thing the another
I see my imagination come to life
I want to feel pain in all ways to understand all
I AM BLUNT AND SHARP
I pretend to be good at everything i try at
I feel like fading into the world
I touch the warmth of myself to let me know I'm alive
I worry that this world is not real
I cry for pain of all i see but hold it as if i am cold
I AM BLUNT AND SHARP
I understtand how this world is run
I say all i have to do is accomplish my goals and all will be right
I dream of the future, past, but never the present
I try to beat down my anger cause i lash at all
I hope to become calm and soothing
I AM BLUNT AND SHARP