Rap wizardry

Truth be told
I Just wanted to be alone,
Hypocritical as I grabbed my phone,
Im piti-ful and need advice-
But I find lines on hold,
and dial tones,
No flotation device thrown,

And Im Indecisive..

I know im on thin ice,
But What's life without vice-
Behold No paradise,
Any plan that a man perceives as right
Most likely a nearsighted and boring life,
Petty plights define religious strife,

But who am I?

Can you sympathize,
Over synthesizers,
No lies in this record,
Remember,
memories obscure,
Blur what we observe,
so I Record my words,
My legacy I care to preserve,

I'm Truly something to see,

with No sense to conserve,
Never censor a conscious mc,
so perturbed,
no allure for sleep,
concerned with Rap wizardry
Lucid dreams when I speak,

So Who am I leading?

Hip hop brings strong feelings,
It's like I'm not in good company,
I'm lost and not fully functioning,
Need something-
to ease my struggling,
.............