A sorry heart beat...

I fall asleep with tears still dripping from my eyes  
And fears still crowding my mind.  
I drift away to dream of you and I,  
A place where we'll always be together.  
Never leave each other,  
Where I'm perfect for you.  
Where I never upset you or make you mad with the pathetic things I say.  
Where we never fight and everything's alright for a while.  
Till the morning light then it's back to me again.  
Not being able to control my head,  
Maybe I should just shut my mouth this time.  
Maybe I'm better off dead..  
I'm sorry for the wrong I write,  
I'm sorry for the bullshit I speak.  
Sorry for me.  
I can't even feel my heart beat.  
It don't beat fast but it don't beat slow.  
It's out of time I know.  
 
I'm sorry for the wrong I've done..