Mask

Blank mask on my face
Not saying very much
Don't feel anything
I'm numb to the touch

I just go through the motions
Of life day by day
Desire fills to escape this place
To somewhere without any pain

No smile, no laugh
Wish to be someone else
Don't know what its like
To be pain free, in good health

A place with no more pills to dull the pain
Because its driving me insane
Pills try to make me as "normal" as possible
The way that you feel, for me is impossible

Im lost deep inside
Looking through glassy eyes
Trapped within myself
Its the worst feeling in itself

I let the days pass me by
To frozen to even cry
Waiting for a time
Where there's no pain left to hide

I might have to wait
Until the day I die
To be in another life
Where I can finally feel alive