Sucide is not for me but I understand why people choose that fate.. Live love laugh

Sometimes life makes you wanna 
Crawl into a ball, hide from all prying 
Eyes 
Eyes That look into the depths of your soul 
Words spoken to you that make 
You hate yourself 
Thoughts you think you wouldn't tell a soul 
The glitter you once where is now dust 
From being a hero to losing your mind 
Hearing them voices calling you names 

Men only wanting your lips around there cock or your breasts in there face 

Thoughts of suicide running through your mind everyday 

How you could take a razor cut till it  takes the place of the tears that where falling from another persons hands 
  just a small slice will do 

How many times can I think of suicide a day 
Drink some acid and fade away 

Women wanting to belittle me to boost there own egos 
 They throw stones at me 
They laugh at me
Always judging me 
I'm never good enough 

My entire life I always tried to fade into the background 
They find me like vultures looking for there next feast 

Rape, murder, hate, abuse, 
Words cut a wound just as deep 
Someone might as well just do me in 
Before I tempt myself to take that sip 
Of acid or just slit my wrists and fade into eternal abyss