All over again

Learning to paint my skies all over again
Not by numbers this time, I only have one life  
But a life time of second chances to make it come out right
With a mix of colours I see forth from in front of my eyes
 
Canvas set to come alive
 
How beautiful this life of mine is
Where the fuck have I been this whole time?
 
Wasting away the dawn!
 
Learning to love all over once again
Piercing thy heart drain out all the dark
Defibrillate flatline, breathe from suffocation
Black gives way
 
I want passion to run thru my rivers once again, like that of the eurphrates
Produce fruits from deep roots that run along the banks, replenish my beds
Vitality earth to my soul, marrow beneath my bones
Feel my hearts beat
Drum to Indian skins
 
Thundering  
 
Boom boom boom
Boom boom boom
 
I wanna feel all that I touch and know it's real this time around
I'm sick and tired of being numb to everything and everyone that's around me  
Senses working over time  
Tasting it all from upon my eyes  
Removing the mask of lies
Film that has me blind
I wanna see this time with my hands and feet
 
I wanna smile hard this time all over again
Stretch the fissures from my lips and not hide between the crevasses  
Stop pretending that everything is all right, all right
Chessin it for real, knowing that the muscles behind my smile  
Has lifted my spirit and my soul floats upon election  
 
I want to laugh again
Fill my empty vessel from being echo
Bringing it out from the pit of my stomach
Bursting it out loud shattering the grey from my skies  
That makes my whole body move with small convulsions of happiness witnessing the joy from my windows  
I want that... to feel alive all over again
 
I wanna wake up all over again
In the arms of my love draped over me from still being asleep
As the sun peeks into the bedroom with his beams
Grace and mercies are given upon a new days divinity
 
Resurrecting me from the catacombs of death
Where I walk upon the sands of my broken spirit
While the soles to my feet embed footprints of dark yonder, wandering on Black Soul
 
I wanna to set it off all over again
Ignite a fire of red orange glow
Like the lake of Gehenna that forever burns  
Deep in my epitome melting wax of darkness away
Evicting shadows casting them into sheol
Soul claiming eternal rites awaking my spirit from beyond broken dreams and dark sands of lost hope
 
Burning of thyself and all that is hidden, incinerate
 
Letting off embers into the night
Laying upon the sky as stars upon a starless perimeter
Never to be extinguished evermore
 
Learning to paint my skies all over again
Not by numbers this time, I only have one life  
But a life time of second chances to make it come out right
With a mix of colours I see forth from in front of my eyes  
 
I'm gonna live again, love again
Breath again, walk tall again
I'm gonna hold again, feel again
 
I want again to be.... again
 
-ADuarte