Never Again

In less then a month
I'll never see you again
I'm not sure if it's joy I feel or if it's anger

To never see you again
Seems something like a blessing
To not have to worry
Or feel like I can fix things for you anymore

To never see you again
Reminds me of a never ending thought
Are you okay? What's happened?
Questions that I'll never have an answer to

To never see you again
Will be the best and worst thing that's ever happened
Because you'll never be more than just a memory
But you'll always remain the biggest part of me