Moving On

I thought I had moved on.
I was merely fooling myself.
Time is the only panacea for this grief.
No temporary diversion can suffice.
Will this regret ever cease?
Or will it consume me to the grave?
If such sorrow reoccurs
My soul will bend to the abyss.
I really did love you all this time.
Why didn't I realize it?
It's too late now.
The hourglass has been spent.
I must go on now.
But not without an empty heart.
Will I find another like you?
Never, that's impossible.
This scene takes place again and again.
How much can a man's heart take?
Your laugh echoes throughout my thoughts.
This path can't be over, can it?
Life just keeps moving.
It won't stop for you and me.
I'm sorry, this is my fault.
I should have told you how I felt.
Just go on, be happy.
Maybe I really am meant to be alone.