Bile

As the bile rises in my chest 
You stare at me with your eyes so 
blue 
I see the night skies in them eyes 
Scary but true 
They haunt me in my sleep 
I shiver in my dreams 
Thinking of them eyes roaming my body 
Makes the bile rise in my chest
I wish you would turn your face 
Look to her with blue eyes filled with lust and disgrace 
Selfish of me this I know 
But dreaming of blue eyes a man so cold 
It haunts me every single day 
Someone must help me one of these days 
If not her then who 
He won't go for a man he has no power too
The bile is rising in my chest 
Him with his knowing  blue eyes 
Plotting his next quest
 I'm afraid to never escape this prison 
Even if I do I'll still have all these sick thoughts with very vivid visions 
How can someone like you exist
You're a  blue eyed monster 
A raging bull preying on the weak for your own pleasures you show no true meaning in a humane being 
your a devil with blue eyes preying on poor me
Awake asleep  never escape blue eyes that forever haunt me
My mind never clear and free 
That's why the bile is always rising in my chest 
A monster like you should be laid to rest