Pain

I am tormented…
Trapped in an abyss of repetition,
Repetition of torment and pain with the same thing over and over again,
My eyes  drained dry because there is no more tears;
So although i feel the pain i cry tearless cries,
Because my heart is weak, my body drained,
And like a desert i want water to run but there is none;
Just PAIN over and over again.

Pain over and over again...
Oh i said that already...
Repetitions see!
It is all that surrounds me so i cannot think…
Just the same thing again;
And againit is all i know
Pain, torment and misery...
Leaving me whitewashed with a limited vocabulary.

My favorite word...pain,
mM best vocab anguish, distress grief, heartache,
And all the synonyms describing my reality.
I know nothing else,
I open my mouth….
The same thing…pain
I rise up in the morning but instead of sunshine,
I see only shadows of misery rising up in the east,
And the shadow extending to the west,
So I cannot distinguish night from day;
The darkness of the shadows hug me,
And instead of feeling warm i feel cold and lonely.

Pain over and over again...
Oh i said that already...
Repetitions see!
It is all that surrounds me
engulfing and shaping my reality.

Copyrite Abioye Munashe 2010