pains of life

I think of all my problems,
i think of all my pains,
i think of all my sorrows until i go insane.
I think of all the smiles i've worn which hide sorrows undrneath.
No1 seems to notice that i go through so much grief,
my tears being kept   flowing inside my tired eyes.
Each time i want to tell someone  but  i know my words come out as lies.
These days I'm  feeling distance far away and I'm  weak.
My sadness pulls me further away from the happiness i seek.
I've just begun to realise that my hopes and dreams are gone I'm  walking  down in the road dead humming tunles son . . . . .