How it came to be...

shes going to hate me for this but its what i have to do.
Ever had that heart throbbing moment in your life? where for just a few glorious moments, your heart, your body and your soul are all insync, together, in unison, ONE. Where all around you everything disintegrates and only the source of all this madness shines through.
Most people know its meant to be the moment they meet, but i knew before we met. It had a lot to do with everything from how she completely destroyed me in arguements, and how she was "real" and by real i mean REAL!!!. For once in my life, i met someone who not only spoke their mind but was not afraid to be who they really are. In between the spectacular arguements(which she always won nkt) and a very weird connection, everything in me longed to meet her. See her face, is she beautiful? i mean, she has to be, right? her voice angelic, commanding, alluring and soothing in a japanese melody kind of way(not that i know any japanese melodies, anyways). Surely she had to be,got to be beautiful. A dark spot in my heart thought maybe shes not. almost all beautiful women are boring and always thrive on guys, panicking to impress them. Swallowed my doubts and crazy expectations, it is what i longed for anyway, to see her!.So on a sunny bright day, with a spring in my step and a raw volcanic vent erupting in me, i set off to see what i now believed to be an enchanting being. Doubting everything from how i looked to how i walked...deep breath...

to be continued.