someday ill get my chance....this ones for traci....

can you see my tears??
no you cant
why?? you ask
cuz your not here....
can you feel my pain??
you could we could share it
but no...
I hold it in let you go
I give up
I break down
I cry
I go insane
but at the end of the night
I still love you more then life but less then death
you keep me going you pull the gun out my hand and hold me
for this I love you but for this I hate you
your my savior and my condemnation
my angel and my demon
my addiction and my rehab
my curse and my blessing
your a double edge sword but no matter how bad you hack at whats left of me the pieces are still there even if torn my feelings stay strong even when shattered apart
no one understands us they never will
we are US not you and not me
we are a team
partners in crime
bestfriends forever cuz forever is all that I ask
and im sure youll accept it
I cant say things wont be broken but I swear well never fall apart completely
we are to strong to break yea we will bend but we can flex back to shape
we've been through hell together literally
people have tried to tear us apart and destroy our feeling but they cant see the bond is unbreakable