what i am

im not a goth
but i love black
im not a suicidal  
but i looked up stuff about it  
im not retarded
but i act it  
im not dumb
but i hide my smartness
im not a vampire
but i suck my blood when i bleed and i hate the sun
im not horrible person  
but i can be  
i dont hate people
i just dont put up with them anymore
oh yea im also nyctophilia  
if you dont know what it means look it up moron