Murder your drear

Such disrespect
has plagued my home.
I was treated
Like a toothless comb.
Brother has told me
I am not a man,
But I walked away
Before anything began.

He laughed and laughed
While I hung my head,
So I turned around
To fight him instead.
I took a shot
At his evil smile.
He moved. I missed
By near a mile.
More laughing
As he threw me down
& stomped my face
Into the ground.

A funny feeling
Grew in my heart,
Like fungus in darkness.
I fell apart.

Something inside
Has gone berserk.
This funny feeling
Forced a smirk.
I found joy
In hitting him back.
I began to laugh
With each attack.

Then I took him
By his throat,
Putting an end
To how he'd gloat.
I took his knife
& swung it near.
I made the blade
Disappear.

Playing peek-a-boo
Was never so fun.
He shouldn't breathe.
He couldn't run.

My kind kin,
Freedom is near.
Only my sin
May murder your drear.