Accepting Reality

It has been more than nine years
Since i last saw you
Living
Every night the image haunts me
In my dreams
I see you alive and healthy
But it is only a dream

I know you are dead
But i can't accept that you died
In my mind
Where i keep my cherish memories
Secrets
Beliefs
I see you walking
I try to give you my hand
But you go right though me

As i chase after you the farther away i go from reality
I follow you until you stop
You look at me with those
Soulless eyes
Then you leave

The mind
What a twisted world
It is time for me to accept reality?
Only by accepting what happened
Will i find peace?