A Brutal Existence

Through my whole life
I have been bullied
I lost many loved ones
I seen others die for me
When will the pain end?

Without the people who
Support me
I would had lost years ago
With more and more tragedies
That happen
The harder it is
To find a reason to fight back

Fighting back
The pain and aguish
I am fighting my humanity
As time goes on
It is not caring
What happens to others

Slowly fading away
All i can think is
It is time to go
But the harder i try to let go
The longer i am cursed to stay here