A Convenient Truth

Ok this is not a rhyme or a story, but i was thinking tonight. Really one could say this is more of a scientific experiment than anything and most exciting of all
 i am the rhesus monkey :)  
 
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ok so as for those of you who have read what i have written in the past, its quite evident that i enjoy the effects of cannabis. the motherfucking president can smoke it. i can smoke it. fuck you.  
 
anyway  
 
back to what i was saying... i am bored and i have one joint for literally all week. one small joint until sunday. and when i get home i am likely going to jail for my apparent crimes against humanity. so one joint for forever. yet i am not smoking it. even though before today i have smoked everyday steady since damn near birth.
 
i now conclude that if marijuana was a "dangerous schedule 1 highly addictive substance" (some would even say it drives you psychotic) i would mentally and (as far as real schedule 1 substances go) quite physically be forced to smoke this joint. if a crackhead is handed a rock of crack that is the only thing on their mind. period.  i have never done real drugs but having seen what the people who abuse those drugs act like i am frankly offended and appalled that cannabis users are thrown in with this bunch.
 
if it seems like thats all my life is, based on my writings, so be it. its my muse and my hobby. not my life. anyway who are you to judge? its helped me survive and live a peaceful, happy life.  
 
but more recently in my own hometown i have been threatened, both my reputation and my life as i know it have been threatened, i have been disrespected, talked down to, degraded as a human being, disregarded as a person and quite frankly im just tired of it. in a free country should i quit my harmless vice because other people are intolerant of it? the evidence speaks for itself and, frankly, when everybody thats smoking crack and shooting dope right now have died in a few brief years of overdoses and drug deals gone bad... i'll be right here. happier than a mufucka. DUECES bitch