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Conspiracy thoughts

Can I just quit it all?
Leave behind everything
And just go back
To where I once was.

I don�t know if I am
As strong as everyone else sees me;
I don�t know if I can
Endure this on my own anymore.

There�s nowhere to go back to,
No one that will be waiting
To welcome me home.

Home�s where your heart is at,
But what if your heart is nowhere to be found
What if it�s all just another one of life�s games?
To control our minds and souls
To never let go of the lies we hold
To keep us going, to keep us fighting.

I�m not the girl that once believed
The world was her backward
And she could do anything she�d set her mind on.
I�m just another puppet
In the society�s chain of command
I�m only a pawn that takes baby steps
Never doing anything remarkable,
Never getting at the end of the board;
Because that spot is for the leaders
That control the masses with money
Bribery for the sake of power
Making a distraction for the real problem
Leading us to a path of self-destruction
As they roll around in their wealth
Tinted with nothing but blood of the innocent
Of those pawns that got too close to the truth.

Conspiracy some call it
But it�s nothing less than our reality,
What we choose to believe to survive
Who we decide to trust
Like we ever had a chance
To make a call of our own.