Writing This Poem...

The wanting of the blade
Is a strong feeling this time
Its one that almost takes all of me
So instead I write this poem

The blade I want
I want it to do no harm
As I just want everything to end
But instead I write this poem

Instead of living this dreadful life
I would rather bleed
Bleed until I can bleed no more
I find myself instead writing this poem

As I realise I'm writing this poem
I realise it keeps me alive
Something I'm not sure I want
So instead I bleed to death