Turning around

Back from the darkness
Found a new light
In the shadow
I can't see
I shot myself on accident
But i am fine

I found a light
Luminosity feels the room i don't feel
Alone and misunderstood
But the glow is weak and will go out
In a flash

What am i surpose to do?
Should i find another light source
Or make sure this bright light  never goes out

Unable to think
I choose to find more light
But no such luck
As i return
The radiance that one lit the room
Became dimmer
I am never turning around again