My life

My life
Is full of
Misfortune
Hate
Careless
Pain
Suffering

With every step
I am losing myself
You ask me to do
Something
But now i feel like
I should not do it
My life is meaningless

In my eyes
All i can see is doubt
In my soul
It is telling me to live
While my brain tells me the opposite

People say they love me
Now i say prove it
I am looking for a reason to stay alive
Even for one more day thats alright with me
But the harder i look for my answer
The harder it is to stay alive
Why can't it be simple

I have to find my answer
I will look until i can't walk
I will look until i can't touch
I will look until i can't breathe
This is my life