Don't Know What to Do

I was so unhappy.
So sad, and even though
I had my friends,
I was so alone.

Now that I have something,
Something that makes me happy
... They don't like me.
They don't care.

I am a loner
I am alone.
I like it that way.
But I miss them.

But I wont give up
What makes me happy.
I wake and smile,
Isn't that good?

... I don't know what to do anymore
You're hurting me.
You call yourselves my friends
But you're making me so sad.