Wanders of the Mind

You seem so apathetic when it comes to me
But my idolatry for you it breaths so heavily
You hide all of your emotions so I'd never see
No assurance making me feel inadequate for the love you bring
Afraid of being hurt again or could it be that some else
is hanging freely from your canopy
This is a honest letter that I'm sure that you will never read
My heart can tell no lies
You erase my pain replacing it with lust that consumes me
I beg with sweet eyes and kind smiles
When will this lover get a try
Loose lips tells the secret of where my treasure lies
Hoping that you would find all the wanders of the mind