dead

This life is driving me crazy
i can't figure out what anyone can see in me
im just a piece of shit
i don't belong in this world i can't believe it
but i am alive
everything i ever try
it fucks up
i should just shut up
i should just die
im sick of trying
im sick of crying
im dieing
i can't live on
im officially done
no one will care
no one will shed a tear
i don't belong here
im done
fuck this world
fuck this life
im done trying
tonights the night
that ive cried
im going to die tonight
i'll do anything i can to make me suffer
im tired of trying to cover up
who i really am
i need to be damned
if that shit even exists
i drive myself insane
im not gonna live again
my heart has been smashed
ive been trashed
my soul has been lashed
this dark knife,
covered in blood
i can bleed enough to cause a flood
i am drowning in my own tears
i can't believe ive made it all these years
but i can't make it one more
ive made my decision, im sure about this
goodbye,
for me, no one will ever cry..