Dead Head, Dead Heart

I am so fucking dead in the head
laying all day in my bed
wishing, praying for you to come back
feeling like my very soul is under attack
cold is my heart tonight, hoping soon
that you'll come back to me under the moon
these tears wont stop falling from my eyes
and all any of these guys do is tell lies
I miss you my lover, my only best friend
and I wish this time away from you would end
time and time again I'm left along in the dark
alone, bleeding, swimming naked with a shark
I miss you more then any word can ever say
and it feels like centuries with every passing day
my heart is under pressure and missing you so bad
and the way these boys treat me is making me so mad
you'd punch and break their bodies if you only knew
but i keep this part of my life away from you