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Unsure
I used to think I really loved you
Sometimes I can't even stand you
You used to make me so horny
Now you're usually just boring
With every breath I'm frustrated
I feel our time here is wasted
Don't get me wrong I still care
But unsure if I should stay here
You're like a desert with too much rain
The sharp pain at the base of my brain
You're a habit without an addiction
Static electricity without any friction
I can't seem to let this end here
Full of anxiety and spent up fear
Needing your kindness around me
A callous heart screaming for mercy
We're not perfect but that's okay
We've been through pleasure and pain
We've tried to avoid getting hurt
We could learn to make this work
I know I'm no saint in this sinning body
I'm no better than anyone around me
I just want to learn how to love
I hold my shaking hand out to you
Trying my best to fully trust you
Show me how to love
Published 5th Apr 2014
| Edited 3rd Apr 2020
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5th Apr 2014 3:25pm
Powerful ink
Spring brings it on and out. We question everything and try to bathe in Renewel and rebirth.
well done. Good flow, intense message
Spring brings it on and out. We question everything and try to bathe in Renewel and rebirth.
well done. Good flow, intense message
7th Apr 2014 7:25am
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- Edited 20th Apr 2014 2:32am
20th Apr 2014 2:31am
In some ways you sound sure about how you feel here. It's as if things have run their course & you're subconsciously looking for a way out.
The writing is good because you're sure about being unsure, that's for sure.
The writing is good because you're sure about being unsure, that's for sure.
24th Apr 2014 6:18am
Relationships are complicated things in themselves but I have bipolar and borderline personality disorders and they cause some flip-flopping between idealization and devaluation. A lot of it is about trying to be self aware and honest with feelings. Doesn't always come out right though haha
