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Unsure


I used to think I really loved you
Sometimes I can't even stand you
You used to make me so horny
Now you're usually just boring
With every breath I'm frustrated
I feel our time here is wasted
Don't get me wrong I still care
But unsure if I should stay here
You're like a desert with too much rain
The sharp pain at the base of my brain
You're a habit without an addiction
Static electricity without any friction
I can't seem to let this end here
Full of anxiety and spent up fear
Needing your kindness around me
A callous heart screaming for mercy
We're not perfect but that's okay
We've been through pleasure and pain
We've tried to avoid getting hurt
We could learn to make this work
I know I'm no saint in this sinning body
I'm no better than anyone around me
I just want to learn how to love
I hold my shaking hand out to you
Trying my best to fully trust you
Show me how to love
 
Written by SickSanityJenn (Esoteric)
Published | Edited 3rd Apr 2020
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