His Never Ever Return

I am not sure what to do now that he is gone, but I need to move on. Dont I? No good morning text Today. That is weird for me. He says he is never coming back. Do I want to believe it? I left a part of me there, by the lake with him. It feels that part of me will never return and neither will he. I can feel myself sliping away into the darkness. We both knew it would never last. He will find someone, He has too much love to be done.

I am not sure about my choice anymore. I wish I were, but even when we are seperated I can still feel the lingering energy of him. I am afraid now that I have lost him even when he is still here.