so far away

I'm so far away,
a wandering soul,
Away from the woman
I used to know
My sky painted black
My face is wet,
feelings of hurt run through
my veins
tears of rage, hatred I scream.
Faded memory of who I once used to be
Concealing everything
Everything that's in me
Including my face, im broken
Overwhelming pain
Smile that has been replaced
Tell you the truth
I'm without no faith
An empty shell, spirit broken
No longer hearing sounds to soothe my soul
Abandon eyes, forlorn ,Nothing left inside

Darkness shadows me constantly
Wear it like a second skin
Surrounded by it,
Shine is now dull, Lost,
I've lost faith in me, lost the lust
for life,
what's the point, nothing new
Circumstances, history,
Contending with incessant pain
Continual bleeding
Bathing away in my own misery

This loneliness is killing me
Shadowing me quicker than darkness
Crawling up the surface of my skin
Visibly surrounded by it
I'm so far away, bereft
Away from self
I'm broken,