Lost

A knock on my head puts me out
As i wake i hear screams and shouts
Lost in a forrest with other souls
as i serch for inguries i find many holes
mistakes, regrets, everything iv one wrong
the more i do right the more i grow strong
the more i do wrong the more i grow weak
looks like my future is bleak
every corner i take a nightmare appears
i hear footsteps that strike a fear
i turn but nothing is there
the chills of the past as if i used to care
friends flash before my eyes
pain as i hear ech of their cries
the voices there back what do i do
everythings i blur i dont know whose who
i run but i cant escape what iv done
it seems as if the past has won
they cant forget as hard as they try
each peron iv made cry
trapped in my nightmare it can be
i just wanted to be me
courrupted 18 years now i dont know who i am
iv lost 18 years of my life dammmmm
trying to be someone not
now i need time to find me time i dont got
where am i heading where do i go
do i trust in friends or do only i know
as i round a corner the sun shines
a deal with the devil to ensure my friends and family stay fine
a wager to enure they will be okay
ill shake hands at the end of the day
a cruel fate but one i have to take
to ensure they dont make the same mistake
If its my destiney god will save me
all i know is i have to set them free