Thoughts 25

Sleep
If it could be bought I'd put a store out of stock
Haven't been able to get enough lately
Last few nights I've had to pop some pain pills to knock me out
Days blur together when you have insomnia
You forget what's real and what was just a thought
A dream
Been having trouble remembering my dreams lately
The ones I do remember aren't good ones
I'm tired but I can't sleep
I can't sleep and so I'm tired

I haven't been eating much lately
Maybe a meal a day
But that's it
I've lost more weight
My belt doesn't fit
Hasn't for a while
I have to keep pulling my pants up
Maybe some day I'll have the body I desire

What's happening to me?
I'm not going crazy
Crazy people never think they're going crazy
I do
But I know I'm not
So maybe I'm crazy

I need to see some new faces
Make new friends
Be around others
I don't know where to go though

Today's just not my day, I guess
I don't have much to say

Maybe tomorrow