My Curse

I know the games you want to play
I know you want someone who is here for you
You keep nothing but the feelings of hurt
You hide all you pain behind those eyes
You will do everything to push the good away

My curse loving you before you love yourself
It will linger inside, you will remember letting me go
Then its gone Then we're over
I will give you what you wont give yourself
You'll run away afraid its to good to be true
I'll be left with nothing but the memories of you
It won't let me win
How can I have so much pain without any sin

My beliefs, my pain, are at war
I give what I believe you deserve
But no you wont yet know whats best for you
To scared to believe what you want is there
Hopeless in my eyes
So many in my heart but none in my life.

Don't fall for me
My curse haunts me
I don't want to break another heart
I don't want you to try and see the love in me.