Gone into thin air

If I was gone would anyone care, maybe I'll just disappear into thin air, I see the world as it is, but everyone disguise it to little kids, this isn't what I expected, I've been neglected by the world, everyone I know, everything I knew, it was a lie, I want to lay down to die, can I fight it this, I don't know maybe its my time, to leave unexpectedly, never will I again be neglected or rejected, I want to leave, its hard, you see, I'm scared, but yet I've bared, so many things, it comes back day after day, will it ever go away, am I alone, blown away in the wind, just a girl with a passion to help, to heal the world with hope, not my hope I carry, you see life isn't all fun and games, but riddles is how its played, its time for me to go, so I bid you farewell and maybe you'll be better within, than I ever will be again.