Infinite Sadness (Beautiful Mourning)

Saturated,  melancholy
Sadden that you don't feel
Feel this way
Remorseful for your immense affliction
Your suffering of loss and disdain
Inauspicious numbing

Violence of our storm has overtaken you, albatross
I see you hiding deep within inside
Hiding from the pouring stinging rain
Soul bruised like the purple and black clouds that descend
Harbouring broken bleeding heart

Self condemn
Pains me to say this to you
Raven claws ripping my heart
From out my chest
Flesh peeled apart
Black cavity, obliteration
feeling nothing, nothing for you
Empty and hollow
Violence of our storm
Has blackened me to our end
Hurt that bleeds, pain that stings
Uncontrollable hate that burns
Deeper than my bruises
That's felt upon my soul

Beautiful mourning
Beautiful mourning
Redemption, knowing it's over
Staring into the eyes of my murderer
Beautiful mourning
Beautiful mourning
Redemption,  knowing it's over
Staring into the eyes of your murderer

This death of ours has approached us fast like waves
This purpose of our lives sure as hell didn't last
Pulling eachother down, pushing away
Perpetual drowning in waves of pain and hate
Into a shallow grave

Violence of our storm
Blackened us to our end
Darkest colors swirl, true death of life
Rebirth obscured
Temple foundation
Cornerstone broken
Pillars crumble and tumble
Sky is falling
Never shall Apollo reign , never!

-ADuarte