Heartbeat

A heartbeat so strong
Fingernails so small
Attached to me you are
Until the day you are born
A father so cruel
Told me I can't have you
4 months in
We got in a fight
He wished we never made you
He said it ruined his life
But fuck what he says
I still feel you alive
A bond unbreakable
Through mother and child
But your father got jealous
That I was giving you all the attention
The fights started small
Until they exploded with violence
Your heart slower got weaker
Until it was fully gone
Where'd you go baby
Why'd you go so soon
Nights in my room
I wish you where with me
I'm sorry god got you
Instead of you being with me .