peace with death/death with peace

The Sun never shined so bright...
This...high canary yellow
 pollen floating through the air
  the air....

Oh the air....light
cool...warm...
 caressing the skin..my skin
making the trees bow...sway slow...
right...left...right...left
 a mist out of nowhere
   don't care

Holographic particles flicker across
my view...and this...this
hummingbird slowly flapping next to
the parade roses.
 Vibrant reds...pinks

Something's clinically wrong...but feels
feels so right spiritually
Smell water. ..sweet water...
water that reflects the blue sky
am physically alone but feel fully surrounded
& don't know why

Don't save me....I'm OK