fear me

what are we doing? no, what am i doing?
let me make this clear so all can hear and fear me as they should.
i only have one thing to lose and she's already lost.
so judge me, i dare you.
call me what you haterz want, cuz i'm just warmin up.
your taunts hardly haunt me, sly remarks just fly on by.
look in my eye and see a masochistic, unrealistic, fuck-up
who wants what she can't have.
well what i want is that delicate girl i see every day
but she's untouchable,
so very lustable,
the perfect mirage,
the beautiful nightmare i see when i close my blue eyes.
I'm not mad, sad, but i'm glad she knows I'll always be waiting.