1,000 Thoughts in One Minute

Truth, Lies, Deceit. When will it ever end. Calling out for lust while Im left with a broken heart to mend. Things are so off balance, it cant be a perfect ten, all because of your decisions to lie and pretend! Sin after sin, not patron but dry gin, smell of the herbs linger upon your skin. Scratches all on your neck, fighting ready to jet but dont go cause there are things I have to get off of my chest! Its just a mess, I wont forget...feeling of self neglect. So many reasons to forget but still I haven't yet! I must admit you were the shit...but the love failed, you sucked at it! Dont touch me, fuck you, I hate you...I hate this...just one kiss and I promise...dont lie...or i'll cry! I dont care anymore...time to close and throw away the key to this red door.
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